I was given my name in 1982, as a gift from my Spiritual Master,
Osho. The language is Sanskrit. My full name is Divyam Kailash
and it means, Divine Himalayan Mountain Peak. Mt. Kailash is
the most sacred mountain in Tibet. It is revered by at least
4 religions and is thought to be "heaven on earth."
There are many stories about Mt. Kailash, some myths, some true…all
fascinating.
It’s been a life of adventure…of taking risks and
stepping into the unknown.
Not the adventure of climbing mountains or exploring deep jungles.
There’s been no rock climbing or skydiving. The adventure
has been an "inside job," and naturally has been reflected
on the outside. There seemed to be no choice for me but to take
the risk, so many times, of stepping into the unknown. Anything
less would have felt like a death to me…the death of my
Spirit…and I had to take the leap.
I had a thriving business, a beautiful home, a nice life. I
remember one day when I looked at it all, raised my head and
hands to the sky and shouted, "There’s got to be
more than this!"….and I knew it wasn’t a swimming
pool! I sold my home, closed my hairdressing business and began
to experience trainings in a variety of body work, growth groups,
workshops, Tai Chi, etc…
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| That's
me, celebrating the day in the courtyard of our peaceful
home in Tucson, Arizona. |
By a series of "coincidences" (I think these things
happen when we’re living true to ourselves and are willing
to move into the unknown), I was led to my Spiritual Master,
Osho. Reading his words for the first time opened a place in
me that was like waking up to something that I had always known.
The first time I saw him, my heart and soul were set free in
his presence and his love. So much joy…beyond words. Falling
in love with this remarkable man has been the pinnacle of my
life and is an inspiration in all that I do.
I spent many years living with Osho and his beloveds, in the
communities that were created around him, both in the United
States and India. My life has been forever transformed.
Living in a community with several thousand people from around
the globe, has given me an understanding and acceptance of the
differences in cultures and the sameness of our Being.
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| This
is Kaveen and me, happy to be sharing this life together. |
No! Have I always gained something? Absolutely! The one thing
that has been consistent is gaining a deeper awareness and trust…and
for me that’s worth everything. It’s not the result
of taking the risk that matters, it’s being true to yourself
and the trust in what that brings.
My experience has been that following my heart and the trust
that goes hand in hand, has given me a life full of treasures.
My love and connection with Osho and all that encompasses…
which is everything! Walking hand in hand with my beloved Kaveen…time
with my family…listening to Deva Premal and Miten sing,
especially in person…intimate friends…beauty in
all forms…space…silence…hot and spicey Indian
chai!